Hello there good evening
I FEEL LIKE CRYING MY HEART OUT .
Few days ago i've been dealing with god knows what kinda emotions i'm going through && right now i hope i can actually write it down here , so who knows i might actually feel better.
Few days i've been feeling heartless , i feel sick , tired and it seems like it's not me , its more like someone else is controlling everything i do
i sometimes wonder what is wrong with me ?
Is it because i'm dealing with pain in my heart ?
Is it the word SPM is giving me hard time since i'm not studying lately and seems like days are passing really quickly
And also i feel some things has changed between me and certain surroundings .
Sometimes i feel this feeling is so fucked up
Complicating feelings i have
BIG SIGH BIG SIGH
I know many people go through this out there and honestly it sucks.
I hope i'll be fine as soon as possible
being stuck in this weird emotions is killing me
i feel weird really
ya'll must be thinking whether i'm on cracks , but actually i'm not
whats wrong with me ?
*bangs head on the wall*
i hate this
i hate hate this
i hate hate hate this
i so fcuking hate hate hate hate this
forgive me for one foul word there
i'm currently pissed , angry & disappointed .
Dealing with a heart break is pain-fool
I know it shucks
Why do people even fall in love ?
If they know they're about to deal with heart breaks
So freaking hurtful
I hate this part right now
I just cant take this pain
OMG now i've become so EMO.
this is bad real bad
x]
Here's something i wrote few months back on my iPhone.
Laugh Out Loud .
We laugh at stupid things
We laugh at the past
We laugh over things we used to do
It's funny how we people have done so many stuff which can be funny once you think back what you used to do in the past , how you've become , what you were doing .
There is so many things i've done before
And those things were something I would love to laugh at right now
You were different from before
Things change
People change
Surroundings change
Heart changes
Everything changes like the season
Thats life
that how it goes
enjoy the ride
you only live once
have as much fun as you want
.
Another stuff i wrote .
Wrote it on April 29 , 2009 Crappy&happy These choices , human had to decide Never regret because it's the choice you've made There's no turning back You move forward and move on Because there's so much to explore out there in life && They find colours attractive But if its too colourful It may fool you Thats why its colour-fools
'' Every day is a transformation Every day is a new sensation Alteration, modification An incarnation, celebration Every day is a new equation Every day is a revelation Information, Anticipation Onto another destination ''
// Got this from a song lyric.
I FEEL LIKE CRYING MY HEART OUT .
Few days ago i've been dealing with god knows what kinda emotions i'm going through && right now i hope i can actually write it down here , so who knows i might actually feel better.
Few days i've been feeling heartless , i feel sick , tired and it seems like it's not me , its more like someone else is controlling everything i do
i sometimes wonder what is wrong with me ?
Is it because i'm dealing with pain in my heart ?
Is it the word SPM is giving me hard time since i'm not studying lately and seems like days are passing really quickly
And also i feel some things has changed between me and certain surroundings .
Sometimes i feel this feeling is so fucked up
Complicating feelings i have
BIG SIGH BIG SIGH
I know many people go through this out there and honestly it sucks.
I hope i'll be fine as soon as possible
being stuck in this weird emotions is killing me
i feel weird really
ya'll must be thinking whether i'm on cracks , but actually i'm not
whats wrong with me ?
*bangs head on the wall*
i hate this
i hate hate this
i hate hate hate this
i so fcuking hate hate hate hate this
forgive me for one foul word there
i'm currently pissed , angry & disappointed .
Dealing with a heart break is pain-fool
I know it shucks
Why do people even fall in love ?
If they know they're about to deal with heart breaks
So freaking hurtful
I hate this part right now
I just cant take this pain
OMG now i've become so EMO.
this is bad real bad
x]
Here's something i wrote few months back on my iPhone.
Laugh Out Loud .
We laugh at stupid things
We laugh at the past
We laugh over things we used to do
It's funny how we people have done so many stuff which can be funny once you think back what you used to do in the past , how you've become , what you were doing .
There is so many things i've done before
And those things were something I would love to laugh at right now
You were different from before
Things change
People change
Surroundings change
Heart changes
Everything changes like the season
Thats life
that how it goes
enjoy the ride
you only live once
have as much fun as you want
.
Another stuff i wrote .
Wrote it on April 29 , 2009 Crappy&happy These choices , human had to decide Never regret because it's the choice you've made There's no turning back You move forward and move on Because there's so much to explore out there in life && They find colours attractive But if its too colourful It may fool you Thats why its colour-fools
'' Every day is a transformation Every day is a new sensation Alteration, modification An incarnation, celebration Every day is a new equation Every day is a revelation Information, Anticipation Onto another destination ''
// Got this from a song lyric.
Lost&Insecure
YouFoundMe.
................
UpsideDownInsideOut
...............
WhenYouLoveSomeoneYouGottaLetItGo.
..................
he looks awesome in them pink tutu's
he looks adorable
Moving along
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I think i'm just gonna stop just right here
I'm gonna rest my eyes right now
Its getting more painful
=S
sweetdreams
xx
.x.x.x.
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
NATASHA NAT
YouFoundMe.
................
UpsideDownInsideOut
...............
WhenYouLoveSomeoneYouGottaLetItGo.
..................
TODAY WHICH IS SUNDAE ...
I went to watch the TOOTH FAIRY !
I freaking love the movie
funny & interesting
Plus i'm in love with Dwayne Johnson
All of the sudden
<3>
I went to watch the TOOTH FAIRY !
I freaking love the movie
funny & interesting
Plus i'm in love with Dwayne Johnson
All of the sudden
<3>
he looks awesome in them pink tutu's
he looks adorable
Moving along
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
I think i'm just gonna stop just right here
I'm gonna rest my eyes right now
Its getting more painful
=S
sweetdreams
xx
.x.x.x.
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
NATASHA NAT
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