OH HAWT DAYMNED THIS IS MY JAMMMM

LLLLove.

.hello
.goodmorning
.its 1.30a.m. now
.its been awhile since i wrote something
.been busy lately,i was in KL on Valentine's & CNY celebrating it with my cousins
although it was a lonely single Valentine it was still fun hanging out and going crazy and getting so called wasted without alcohol and partying without disco lights.

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ANYWAYS , I watched Valentine's Day already and i liked it , it was funny ;D
I liked how Taylor Swift acted like a dumb bimbo in that movie , she's adorable and funny
&& I love this line from the movie
'' The only relationship i had is with my blackberry & thank god it vibrates ''


lawlgasm,i love that line

and one of my favorite part is where Anne Hathway did the phone-sex with her weird accents.
Okayokayokay i shall stop talking about the movie already.

I'm currently addicted to this song
Ke$ha - BLAH BLAH BLAH

awesome song , i wonder why her songs all about getting wasted.
I still love her tho , who doesn't ?
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Go Listen Now On Youtube .
This is with 3OH!3.
Awesome song tho .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DWJECLN4S00

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ITS 2.30 A.M NOW

Why am i blogging this for a long time , ohh wait because i'm receiving so many phone calls
LOL
My fans are calling me ay ?
I'm too famous just like a rockstar
Okay this is too much
I'm so full of myself at times
or i shall say most of the times
:D
Even my mum can't take it
Oh speaking of my mum,its funny how she is always complaining about my dad using the phone while driving just the other day the police stopped her because she was using the phone.
I couldn't stop laughing , i wasn't mean but it was seriously funny ;D


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If only you could open your eyes widely and see things clearly , you know you wouldn't make a mistake .

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'' Where have you been lately my dearest Prince Charming ? I've been waiting for a very long time for you to arrive. '' <3 style="font-style: italic;">


-Many Times-

Many times I may have disturbed you , troubled you , pestered you , irritated you , bugged you , frustrated you , bothered you , annoyed you , but today , I just want to tell you that I am sorry && somehow plan to continue doing it.







Don't cha wish your girlfriend was smoking hot like this ? ;p
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Anyways , i might just post another post when i'm free
Loveeeeeee ,
Natasha Nut Nat

KittyLoveeee

Its Gettin` Hot In Here .

Hey People ,
Happy Chinese New Year Ya'all
I know you guys are excited to receive Red Packets !
Right ?
Oh well i'm excited too.


Oh and i almost forgot , Valentines are also on the same day with Chinese New Year
Does anyone of you have a Valentine yet ? Well i don't for NOW .
How sad can this be ?
:(

For those who don't have a Valentine , we might just have to celebrate the
' Single's Valentine Day '
Don't ask me how to celebrate
Im still figuring out how to celebrate 'Single's Valentine Day'


Oh well , on Friday , My school had cross country
Guess what ? surprisingly I never ran/jog so much for 6 Kilometers in my life before
It was something I'm actually proud of myself
;)

I got Number 10 !
Its funny because Me & Ashley planned to walk all the way until we reached school but unfortunately i speed-ed up and left her behind
So yeah it was fun tho
BUT! I suffered from muscle ache and my body is in serious pain when i woke up the next morning it was indeed a nice thing to experience :D

So i wonder what else i should say in here , for now i'm currently packing my clothes and other stuff because i'm boucing off to KL tomorrow morning
Its almost 1 A.M.
My body still hurts
But i'm still O.K.A.Y
I still can blog
I was at home the whole day today
Till 3 P.M. i had my driving lesson
It was a hard time for me since my legs were in pain as well
So sadly i couldn't do properly
But somehow i still can drive with that kinda situation
I feel handicap :(

I guess thats all for now ,
i'll maybe update the next post when i feel like it
Love , Natasha Dhivya

In a mess =D

Last weekend I had to babysit my baby brother for about 3 hours while mummy was catching up on her beauty sleep and daddy had work to do.

I think that was the first time I actually had to babysit him for that period of time , ALL BY MYSELF. hahahahah xD

I'm not going to say if I did a great or bad job at it , its just up to every individual to decide for themselves. Hey , everyone got different opinions right right right ?
So let the pictures show you =DD


Being the "was once the youngest , but now 'all of a sudden' an elder sister"
It went pretty much like this....



ohh , mummy would be so proud xD

Even Ivan is enjoying himself .
( which means I'm doing good , right ? )

The famous 'innocent look' .

Last , smile for the camera ! =)



Hahaha if you're wondering..
Its powder.
Yes , its powder mixed with water ! =D

After he had enough satisfying his guilty pleasure , we hit the shower.
Its funny how showering something so SMALL like Ivan
could seem like showering something so BIG like only God knows what.
hahahah
I would have took pictures of him in the shower
but I loved my phone more.
Savvy ? =p

Don't this just makes you miss your childhood days ? Well , I know I do. LOL
Anyway , moving on moving on...

So... Anyone up for babysitting ? ;D hahahah

P/S : Darling , you know I'd love to babysit you anytime *winks* ;D
&& Natasha , shall we re-live our childhood days again sometime ?
WeeHee !


LOTS OF LOVE ,
Ashley <3
XoXoXo

Morning After Dark .

Ell - Ohh - Vee - ee >HAHA don't i just look simply adorable?
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ohh ohh did i tell you ? i had this cute ice-cream that day at the mall
:D
its a panda ice cream by the way

its oh so yummy


OMG OH SO DELICIOUS ASHLEY IS GONNA GET SO JEALOUS WHEN SHE SEES THIS !!
DROOL ALL YOU WANT BABYYY.


Oh well , next time we go have this cute ice-cream okay ?

LAST NIGHT ... GUESS WHAT HAPPENED ...
HAHA

I have this 2 crazy ass friends from different part of the world..
Oh yes trust me , when i say they are from different part of the world
they really are
hell yeah they are one of a kind bitches

OKAY THIS IS PRIYA ,
aww so pretty <3>
She's a crazy ass bitch , dayumned i love her
'' she's awesome , fun & crazy ''



Also another crazy bitch ,

whom i love adorable as always and get real high for no reason

Our convo's last night on msn was simply YUMM HAHAHAHA
God i missed those getting high and naughty
LOL We are insanely insane bitches .
I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE THOSE CONVO'S AGAIN SO VERY THE INTERESTING

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ANYWAYS ... YOURWAYS .. MYWAYS ..

I did this art when i was bored ..





Is this .. Niceee ?

Hahaha , im in the process of doing another art tho ;p


so anyways , my eyes feel sleepy right now
but i hope i can still survive ..


Ohh , I'mma just post some pictures

let the pictures to the talking

these pictures are last year's one

just wanna share with whoever is reading this blog

Me&Ashley


Dancing in the moonlight.




Oh So high.






OMG remember this picture ?
I missed the times when i had super long hair
but meh its growing nowwwwww :D
YAY !!

Thanks Nat :)

Natashaaaaa !
Terima the Kasih byk2 ;)
ahaha , its really sweet of you to actually reply that.

Yeah , I really appreciate your advice you gave. Plus , it made sense ;D
HAHAH
I admit that sometimes I'd try to be vain just to syok sndiri xD
But oh well , whatever la kn..
As long as you LOVE me can dy rite ? =DD
I just want to be happy , don't want to be down.

About your advice;
STAY AWAY FROM THE MIRROR.
That really got me la weyh xD
hahahah
I couldn't resist it for it has my name all over it ! =p
Could you resist it ? ;) LOL

I'll definitely keep trying to work this out.
I would..
Eventually...
HAHAHAH =D

Thanks again my dear :)
You know that I love you.
You're like my fleshy and bloody sista ;D
I really appreciate your company all these while , really do.
Heyy , we've known each other like all our lives.
Thanks for being by my side all these while.

"Kau tau aku syg kau sampai mati" xD

Hahahah lets get married in the future !
We'll make GORGEOUS , BEAUTIFUL , HOT , SEXY , BANGLA babies together !
Damn we would be so proud xD

Ahahah okay okay , I'll shuddap now
I know I'm pushing it , ain't my fault I'm 'overly' excited.
BAHAHAH =D

LOTS OF LOVE ,
Ashley <3
XoXoXo

PEOPLE DON'T LEARN PEOPLE DON'T CHANGE .

Hello there good evening
I FEEL LIKE CRYING MY HEART OUT .

Few days ago i've been dealing with god knows what kinda emotions i'm going through && right now i hope i can actually write it down here , so who knows i might actually feel better.
Few days i've been feeling heartless , i feel sick , tired and it seems like it's not me , its more like someone else is controlling everything i do
i sometimes wonder what is wrong with me ?
Is it because i'm dealing with pain in my heart ?
Is it the word SPM is giving me hard time since i'm not studying lately and seems like days are passing really quickly
And also i feel some things has changed between me and certain surroundings .
Sometimes i feel this feeling is so fucked up
Complicating feelings i have
BIG SIGH BIG SIGH
I know many people go through this out there and honestly it sucks.
I hope i'll be fine as soon as possible
being stuck in this weird emotions is killing me
i feel weird really
ya'll must be thinking whether i'm on cracks , but actually i'm not
whats wrong with me ?
*bangs head on the wall*
i hate this
i hate hate this
i hate hate hate this
i so fcuking hate hate hate hate this
forgive me for one foul word there
i'm currently pissed , angry & disappointed .


Dealing with a heart break is pain-fool
I know it shucks
Why do people even fall in love ?
If they know they're about to deal with heart breaks
So freaking hurtful
I hate this part right now
I just cant take this pain

OMG now i've become so EMO.
this is bad real bad
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Here's something i wrote few months back on my iPhone.

Laugh Out Loud .

We laugh at stupid things
We laugh at the past
We laugh over things we used to do
It's funny how we people have done so many stuff which can be funny once you think back what you used to do in the past , how you've become , what you were doing .
There is so many things i've done before
And those things were something I would love to laugh at right now
You were different from before
Things change
People change
Surroundings change
Heart changes
Everything changes like the season

Thats life
that how it goes
enjoy the ride
you only live once
have as much fun as you want
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Another stuff i wrote .
Wrote it on April 29 , 2009 Crappy&happy These choices , human had to decide Never regret because it's the choice you've made There's no turning back You move forward and move on Because there's so much to explore out there in life && They find colours attractive But if its too colourful It may fool you Thats why its colour-fools


'' Every day is a transformation Every day is a new sensation Alteration, modification An incarnation, celebration Every day is a new equation Every day is a revelation Information, Anticipation Onto another destination ''

// Got this from a song lyric.

Lost&Insecure
YouFoundMe.


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UpsideDownInsideOut

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WhenYouLoveSomeoneYouGottaLetItGo.

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TODAY WHICH IS SUNDAE ...

I went to watch the TOOTH FAIRY !
I freaking love the movie
funny & interesting
Plus i'm in love with Dwayne Johnson
All of the sudden
<3>

he looks awesome in them pink tutu's
he looks adorable



Moving along
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I think i'm just gonna stop just right here
I'm gonna rest my eyes right now
Its getting more painful
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sweetdreams
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LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

NATASHA NAT

Mmm , Whatcha say ?

Oh Hey Ya'll , Good morning almost afternoon its 11.45AM right now and its such a weird timing to blog.
The reason i'm blogging because i've read the recent post by my friend Ashley .
Yes Ashley , the one sharing this blog with me ;)

You were saying your heart out much ?
I really enjoyed reading what u've wrote
Nobody's perfect
And from the bottom of my heart , i really dont think your look is that important to me or to whoever around you
I'm not saying that you're not good looking
I'm tryna say that , you're amazingly beautiful inside and amazingly pretty outside
I've known you a very very very long time
And you're more than a best friend , i didn't meant as in more than a best friend as in something lesbian-ish
HAHAHA , okay okay i'll stop with the jokes
But seemingly sometimes , i know you've been staring at the mirror all day long
So let's just say if you think you feel that you're not good enough why stare at the mirror ?
Sometimes the mirror lies
And do not think too much this
You will somehow overcome this problem as u grow up
Trust me you will
I'm sure everyone goes through this
And you gotta always remember , being yourself in this aspect will help
Self confidence is also apart from being yourself
If you tryna be someone else you're not and act all confident , you tell me whats the point ?

Like someone we know who tryna be someone and act all confident . SHHHH



OkayOkay , but seriously never look down towards yourself
Never give up on this kinda issue
You can be better
And I know you can
Because I as your friend have faith in you
Because I love you as my friend
And if this stuff is gonna bother you, you're gonna be all down and very uneasy with yourself
That sucks really
You don't want to happen do you ?
And honey , them angels won't guide you
The only person will guide you is yourself

Wake up with a smile ,
Sleep with a smile ,
Everything you do , remember to always smile
You'll definitely feel good about yourself.

Okay i think i'm done because i don't know what else to say , as usual i'll make another post
OMG MY EYES , THEY ARE VERY PAIN !
Its not because i watch too much porn
But maybe because i'm straining my eyes too much
OMGAH ITS RED NOW !!

Love,NAT

Waste of tick tock..

Self confidence ,
is something so IMPORTANT but sadly , I'm afraid that I don't really have it.. I might only seem like I do. I feel like I'm just not good enough. I've been surrounded by negativity at one point in my life which now leaves a scar. As I mature , I still can't seem to grow out of it. I get so self conscious. I've been compared , criticized , made fun of , turned down and blah blah blah... I know many of you have the same issue as I do or maybe even worst. So do feel free if you ought to share it with me , I would be very delighted :)

Although you've made me feel good about myself but I'm sorry honey. You've said and did stuffs that made me felt like I'm not good enough and you'd deserve better. Well , partly because I'm VERY sensitive , jealous and etc.

My problem is I don't know how to be satisfied with the way I am. I always spend my time in front of the mirror; feeling like I'm a puzzle that hadn't been well put together. I wished I could be more picture perfect.

I'm not asking to be 100% perfected but something satisfying enough that people will actually remember me (in a good way). I've always felt that like if I was being compared with 'someone' , that 'someone' would've won the comparison.

I feel like there's something missing inside of me that is holding me back all the time. I need to find the light to make me shine but I'm lost in the dark. I find it hard to trust words at times for I feel words are just literally nothing else but plain words. People can say anything as they like just to please you.

Baby , you just say the nicest things to me. In your sentences , its like I'm 'queen of the world'. Thank you very much for I really appreciate it babe.
However..
Their just words honey. I'm not saying that I don't believe you but I was hoping for proves that comes with your sweet words.
Maybe you did gave me proves but maybe I was too blind to see it. =(
But then again , harsh words of yours DEFINITELY had brought me down several times. Please think about it baby..

Please send angels from above to guide me for I feel like some very lost tourist in a foreign country. I honestly really don't like the fact that my self confidence level is like really low. I really need some confidence booster ;)

Mm, I feel so tired.. I'd better stop here or else I might just get carried away in my maze mind.
So off I go now , my beloved B.E.D is calling ;D

LOTS OF LOVE ,
Ashley <3
XoXoXo

Some Random Stuff .

Someone has swine flu , Everyone wants to wear a mask. Someone has AIDS , Nobody wants to wear a condom .

I find this horoscope reader is interesting ,
so whats yours ?

GEMINI - CRAVES SEX A LOT
(5/21-6/21)
Outgoing. Lovable. Extremely energetic. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Good personalities. Loves relationships.​​​​Addictive.​​​​ Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

TAURUS- THE ONE U CAN’T TOUCH
(4/20-5/31)
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser.one of a kind love. Unpredictable. very irresistible.​​​​Outgoing.​​​​ Down to earth. Attractive. Loud. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.​​​​sometimes likes sports.lover not a fighter but when it comes to it will knock your lights out if he/she has to. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


ARIES - THE PLAYER
(3/21-4/19)
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed… Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


AQUARIUS - SEX MASTER
(1/20-2/18)
Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Very caring person ! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

CANCER - HARD LOVER
(6/22-7/22)
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Normally not a Fighter, but will if neccessary. Someone loves them right now. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


LEO- THE BAD BITCH
(7/23-8/22)
Very talkative, outgoing and popular. Nice to everyone they meet. Wild and ravenous in the bed and everywhere else. Beautiful smile and personality. Strong intuition. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible lover. Most caring person you’ll ever meet! However not the kind of person you wanna mess with…they will kick your ass… u might end up crying… 10 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


VIRGO - THE BEST SEXUAL PARTNER
(8/23-9/22)
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it.Cool. Loves to own Geminis’ in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


LIBRA - THE PIMP
(9/23-10/22)
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor. Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


SCORPIO - THE VIRGIN
(10/23-11/21)
Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. ONE OF A KIND.Gorgeous Smile.Not one to mess with. The best sexual partners in the zodiac. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


SAGITTARIUS - THE ONE
(11/22-12/21)
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up crying! Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor. Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost


CAPRICORN - THE SEXY ONE
(12/22-1/19)
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please.Loves to smile.​​​​Beautiful laugh.​​​​Patient.​​​​Cautious.​​​​Bit of naughty.The one and only. 7 Years of bad luck if you do not repost.


PISCES - THE SEX ADDICT
(2/19-3/20)
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to give up. 3 Years of bad luck if you do

Tell Me Something I Don't Know.

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LOL , oh hey , it's been awhile since i wrote something But what do i want to write ? Erm,these pass few days nothing interesting happened Just as usual busy with school school & school And guess what my homework are all piling up ;D & i still can be happy about it. These pass few days , it has been such a bloody hot day
These pass few days , i've been lookin` for a valentine
These pass few days , i kept thinking when will i open the book and start doing my work
These pass few days , i kept wondering alot of stuff about stuff

OMGAH, waddahel am i crappin`now i feel so lifeless I just came back from driving lesson
it was my first time driving MANUAL cars
well i can actually drive manual now ! :D
baru first day i'm driving manual and i'm already very bangga

oh well.

.TODAY IS SATURRDAE.

What happened today ? : I had school , i went to school because i'm RAJIN.
Why today is such a boring day
wondering what should i do right now
i wish i had license now
so i can take the car
and go ...
you know where.
:P

Well it seems like i've got nothing interesting to say , let the picture make it more interesting



let's have paint fight , i would love that right now.


Try This Interesting Website , =]


http://www.urbandictionary.com/



Okay , im gonna make another post because i admit , im bored & feeling lifelessly gloomy right now . :)

Hello February Month .

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February is Fabulous .

Good evening and the time now is 10.16pm , i just completed my essay 30 minutes ago and right now i decided to blog , second post

RIGHT NOW I'M LISTENING TO ,

Shayne Ward - Breathless
This is such an amazing song , feel the song people
FEEL IT !!

Oh my gawd , im in love with this song and all of the sudden i'm not so sure why.
Don't ask why i picked the color red to blog , its striking and easier to read ain't it ? Plus Valentine's is coming soon

Okay okay , another picture i would love to share with you ..



Now , don't ask me why is it a Rose.
Well , as u can see Valentine's Day coming soon
and Do you have a valentine yet ?
Well , if u were to ask me , i actually don't know whether i will be having a date on that day
Anyone wants to be mine ?
It seems like last year and the previous has been a lonely Valentine for me
For those who doesn't have a Valentine out there
Come and find me ! :D

Anyways , i've got a little something to write
Some stuff i got somewhere
Pretty interesting actually.

Fall in love or fall in hate ,

Get inspired or be depressed ,

Ace a test or flunk a class ,

Make babies or make art ,

Speak truth or lie and cheat ,

Dance on tables or sit in the corner ,

Life is divine chaos ,

Embrace it ,

Forgive yourself , Breathe

And enjoy the ride .



Now now now , tell me this is rather inspiring
:D


AND OH MY GAWD I ALMOST FORGET , It's already February month !
Time flies pretty quickly ayy ,
Next thing i know ,
I'll be taking ass-pee-am
My goodness , i'm only looking forward on the day that SPM ends.
Imagine how exciting it is going to be
Imagine how fun it is going to be

Imagine how much you're gonna miss school

Imagine how sad you're gonna be because you won't be facing piles of homeworks

Imagine how much you'll be missing high school

Imagine how much you'll be missing waking up early morning to get ready

Imagine how much you'll be missing getting nagged by them teachers

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Who knows i won't be missing any of this , we will know what will happen on the day i finish high school.
But i surely know that i'll be missing all of my high school friends.
SHEESH ! I can't imagine how everyone will go in their own ways when they start with college
Everyone will be separated and stuff
Thats like soo sad
:(

Okayokay , i think i'm just gonna end it here
Because currenly i'm out of idea's of what to write
Maybe tomorrow ?

Sweet dreams people
xoxo ,
Natasha

Peaches & Cream .

.Hello Yellow.

I know it has been awhile since i actually wrote something in here , i was busy & lazy so yeah thats the reason why i haven't been writing stuff in here.
Well , ask me whats new lately , nothing much actually , i've been sleeping late straining my eyes in-front of the PC like some lifeless human being.

These pass few days , i've been cracking my head thinking about stuff , yes stuff some stuff about
stuff
there's something about this stuff that pissed me off literally
anyway , forget that
i'm too lazy to actually say it right here
once i start i cant stop
so better not start
LOL

ANYWAY , before i go on i would like to show u picture of the day ..


Don't ask why , i find this picture rather cute and somehow it shows how people use you up till you've got nothing anymore just like this picture.
Make sense no ? lol

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Nowwwwwww, i would like yo say some stuff about.. about.. * scratch head * about..
ahh okay okay i got what i want to say ,
Lately , i've been noticing that you've become weird
yes weird
i'm not sure why
i don't know whether is it me or its you
i remember how close we used to be
but now...
you seem happier with your partner
you seem to forget the world
you seem to forget me
you seem to neglect me
you seem like i'm the one always looking for trouble
you seem like i'm not a good friend
you seem like everything is my fault
sometimes,my very complicating mind will ask me what the hell is actually going on but i somehow tell myself to not give a damn about it because i got more important thing to care about rather than this lame issue
Like so what if things change ?
I can't do anything much about it
It all depends on you
I'm just gonna shake this off .

anyways , i'm gonna write another post , i don't wanna fit most of the stuff in here
its gonna be like crowded
=]

love, xx

Nat Nat Nat .